Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I've felt crappy the last couple of weeks. I'm hoping that posting about it will help. There's like an emptiness or hole in my gut. I talked about wanting to pursue writing but now I feel like I'm not good enough and no one will ever hire me. I'm kidding myself. I hate feeling this way. It seems like emotions are magnified lately. I've had the urge to b/p and I know that's a knee jerk reaction when things get tough. I haven't thank goodness but that means I have to actually deal with life. I'm sure this is a phase but it still sucks. I hope I don't sound like a negative Nancy!
Interesting, isn't it, how we get one negative thought in our head and it just snowballs until we feel like an absolute worthless slug? But that's not you, don't let those thoughts take over your mind. Learning to deal with problems instead of internalizing or ignoring them is a worthwhile skill and it will do nothing but help you as you go throughout life.
I am hoping you have a good weekend and can get out of the rut! Also, what kind of writing do you enjoy doing?