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- I went to the doctor yesterday because my daughter was worried about my nose. What I thought were moles are basal cell carcinoma. At the time I didn't know what that meant until just now when I googled it.I have a few on my nose but one had...
- If there is a god then I guess I will go to hell but I think I am in hell right now. I have always loved god in the past but I can't seem to make it thru today
- I am a burden ..I'm trying to work but I can't concentrate. My usually understanding husband does not understand the depths of my despair . he says my meds are pooping out. Doesn't the long hours maybe have something to find with it. Is there...
- I took 3 mg clonazapam to stop me crying. I can't work and i have deadlines. I just can't do it. Can wrap my head around even the simplest things. I work from home. Had to report employee theft to my boss this week . that didn't help.screwed...
- I have been to go on a cruise in Oct to see the changing of the leaves. It us a cheap rate. But my anxiety is preventing me from committing to the trip. I used to be able to travel. Now I have crippling anxiety. Do you think Hypnotherapy will...
- Didn't get much sleep last night which doesn't help with anxiety / depression . I just can't concentrate on work today. I have a deadline so I am stressing out. But can't work! Major brain fog. I am in mental anguish big time!! I don't know...
- I posted previously about my former employee wanting to come back. He wanted me to let his replacement go. I said I couldn't do that. That is not the problem now. He went back to school in June. He is finishing up now scoring in the high90's....
- I gave one employee. My former employee of 8 years quit in June 2012 because he couldn't deal with my boss any longer. I am contract labor. So u hired someone to replace him. We get along very well. This former employee phoned me today and...
- He lives with us. We have a 17 year old daughter. While I know he loves us dearly he thinks very differently than us. He considers our daughter very "slothful". She gets mostly B's and some A's but he doesn't she is studying to her full...
- Just came home from a memorial for a dear man in our church who passed suddenly weds. He was so loved by everyone and loved to tease my husband and I. My husband is taking this very hard. Then yesterday I was told my high school is dying from...
- Last week was tough. I had to see a specialist again for my tumor (long story). He is probably covering his butt but cant he just say worst case scenerio? Right now I do have to have surgery as the tumor is getting too big. But I might lose the...
- Please read my journal RE my surgery. I don't know how to copy and paste here. Today is not the surgery but to consult about the surgery
- What a roller coaster I am sometimes on. Sometimes I feel confident and likable. Most times I am not . This week I had nightmares 2 nightmares ina row about the few beloved friends I have no longing liking me and being extremely cruel. I woke up...
- My girlfriend has asked me to go on a trip with her. It is a 10 bus trip. I am buying the tickets Tues. I have panic attacks if I can't get off a plane, ferry or bus, etc. I usually never travel without my husband who is very supportive of my...
- I suffer anxiety and depression. Have had counselling. Taking prozac. I barely manage to do my full time job. But I can't take care if my home. It overwhelms me but I just keeping adding to the mess. I have a lot if stuff. On day last week I...