Last week was tough. I had to see a specialist again for my tumor (long story). He is probably covering his butt but cant he just say worst case scenerio? Right now I do have to have surgery as the tumor is getting too big. But I might lose the use of my left arm. When it was the size if a pea it was benign . Now he is saying he won't know if it's cancerous until he takes it out. I have had a second opinion but he is sending me back to the first specialist as it is a tumor if the nerve and he is specialized in schwannoma tumors. It is now the size of a golf ball.

Then last week I had a work complaint the day before my appt. I am training a new person and he felt he wasn't getting his notifications on a timely basis. That may have been true two months ago but not now.

I can't seem to cope this weekend and today u can't drag myself out if bed.