I'm so very sorry you are having such a hard time but please remember how much Jesus loves you and keep reminding yourself, I will pray your days get brighter, please take care and life will be better for you. Keep trusting in Jesus and praying for His help He won't leave you. Stay strong**

God is always guiding you and hears your prayers, even if you think he isn't. Please continue posting and we will encourage you. My prayers will be with you.

I pray that God's Word will comfort you. Hear the word regarding the Messiah (God's Savior for us) --" The Spirit to the Lord God is upon Me; because the Lord hath anointed Me to preach good tidings unto the meek; He hath sent Me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;
To appoint unto them all that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that He might be glorified ( Isaiah 61:1-3).
God doesn't want any of His children to go to hell because He loves us too much. I pray that you will be encouraged and that God will strengthen you today.

I am sorry you are so sad.
Sometimes an anti-depressant can help, have you considered this?
God loves you soooooo much I pray you will talk to him and ask him to help you,
I will do the same. Love in Christ Lisa

Will pray for you. Don't give up.

I see on your profile site that you suffer from depression. It's probably time for you to talk to your dr about a medication adjustment or change. Sometimes meds stop working. I pray you will get the help you need and that God will give you the will to live. Just tell yourself that suicide is not an option

I am praying that God will be with you today and the days to come.

''The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” Deuteronomy 31:8

I TOO DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I AGREE THAT THE LIFE I KNOW LIVE IS A LIVING HELL ON EARTH. I HAVE LIVED WITH THIS HELL FOR 40 YEARS. EVERY DAY WAKING UP WITH A KNOT IN MY STOMACH THAT IT PHYSICALLY HURTS.

I AM NOT GOING TO TRY AN CONVIENCE YOU OF ANYTHING EXCEPT THE ONLY ONES WHO YOU WILL HURT THE MOST ARE THOSE YOU LEAVE BEHIND. IN FACT THE ONLY REASON I AM STILL HERE IS FOR MY DAUGTHER. I LOST MY SON 20 YEARS AGO AND SINCE THEN I HAVE LEARNED THAT THERE WILL BE TIMES MY DAUGHTER WILL AND HAS NEEDED ME.

I WILL PRAY FOR YOU.

I will pray for you too. Satan can really hit us hard....but the Lord loves us and He will help us!

Love the verse that Skate wrote above!

I read some of your journals. I'm so sorry to hear about the things you're going through. I want to share an article with you. It helped me a lot to read this when I was down, because it made so much sense to me.

http://natepyle.com/confronting-the-lie-god-wont-give-you-more-than-you-can-handle/

It's something we all take for granted, but there's more to it than that, and this really goes into what I think it's like to really allow ourselves to experience grief, anger, frustration, etc. alongside God. I hope you will give it a read.

God bless, and hang in there. Easier said than done sometimes, I know. But hang in there.

I want to make it very clear to you - the thoughts in your heart and mind are a direct attack from satan! Jesus is Life, and the Resurrection! He is in no way connected with thought of suicide! The enemy comes to steal , Kill ,and Destroy! Let me tell you! I have been where you are , I felt like I was in a black hole and there was no way if getting out! The gut wrenching feeling if trying to face another day was unbeatable at times .. But everyday - I began to confess that God is with me, God you are my refuge , my strength , my PRESENT help in the time of trouble. David in the bible felt the same way - his words - why are thou cast down O my soul, why are you disquieted within me? But I will Hope in God, my Lord and my Redeemer. The bible says confession is made into salvation ( deliverance). Confess with your mouth ! I would force myself out if bed some days and get up and say Holy Spirit you are my helper , I get up by faith and give me the strength to make it through this day! When suicidal thoughts would come and feelings if despair - I would say - I choose Life! I choose Christ .. As a man thinketh in his heart - so is he( the word if God transforms and renews our mind ! I lift you up to heavens throne room right now, decreeing your freedom from depression in Jesus name !

Just wanted you to know I'm still thinking of you and praying for you too!!

God Bless you!!

I'm always praying for you friend. Glad to see you here. Happy Easter.

Jim Novotny

THANKS FOR ALL THE GOOD REPLIES