downanqueer
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- Most days even being home I become overwhelmed with anxiety. Just so close to completely freaking out. Nothing is out of the normal. I take vistaril (25mg twice daily) . Loud sounds and messy things seem to be my biggest trigger but my house is...
- Today I started taking a medication called Divalproex. I don't know much about the medicine and looked online to only find basic stuff. Like risks and interactions with other meds. I was wondering if anyone has taken this med and how it worked for...
- I'm doing d.b.t group therapy. Learning the self-esteem skills upset me so badly. Reading the compliment notes I have posted in my house upset me because I feel like I'm lying to myself. Receiving compliments from others hurts my feelings because I...
- For a long time I have felt like I'm not good enough and mess up everything I do. I've been trying even small things like being kind to others. Making other people's favorite meal or snack. Even that bombs. Go for a walk it rains before I get back...
- when i feel any type of overwhelming feeling i reach for a musical device and listen for hours.. do any of you? is it that it kinda drowns out what im thinking or is it that i connect with music when talking is too hard?
- feel nothing for all that matters. Stuck in my own land of hurt . I built a wall to keep ypu out but not to keep myself in. I never knew i was stuck til i wanted to leave. The voices of my past echoing in my mind like a thunderstorm. Breaking down...
- Feeling a certain way but the words wont comeemotionally twitching because it hurts so muchi feel things i dont even understand.frustrated because i cant stay on one thing.laughing to sad or angry and violent over things that arent even...
- i have been diagnosed a few years ago with anxiety. then i just had a hard time approaching people. now i even hate to make eye contact with anyone. im not sure if my other conditions ( bipolar, borderline personality,depression) may be the actual...
- im a 23 year old lesbian female who is coupled with a 21 year old female. we have been trying very hard to have a child. we dont have the money for a donor or any of that (we arent dirt poor lol ) we can afford to have a baby just not to pay a donor...
- i had my yearly pap to check on my hpv the pap came back clean. i have been having irregular periods since i started and was diagnosed with polycystic ovaries.. at this appointment my thyroid was checked and i had a transvaginal ultrasound....
- a few monthes ago i walked out on my job because i lost my temper. Since all my other jobs were pretty bad too no one will hire me. Its been about 4 monthes. i have borderline personality disorder depression bipolar disorder and anxiety issues. The...
- reaching for all that runs from me. hating just the way life itself makes me feel. beat me up tear me down. who cares i will just fall apart anyways. in the voice the made me cry she said i matter. i carry on with my habit and run from what may be...
- Due to being Bipolar having borderline personality disorder, severe depression and anxiety. getting along with people is a hughe challenge for me. Work is super hard because i lack the skills i need to adjust not freak out and actually do my tasks....
- I feel like I'm afraid of everything. When ppl say hi I can barely get a response out. Even being with my gf sexually makes me nervous we have been together since February. I have a very hard time meeting people but she doesn't seem to care I feel...
- I am a lesbian with several mental issues. Some which help to create negative thoughts. Anyways I've been with my gf since February and we now go to my counseling sessions together for d.b.t. lately I feel smothered. When I ask for a few minutes...