Zayannee

So, first the bad news....... I am currently having my fourth miscarriage. Last thursday there was no heartbeat and the baby had not grown so my Doc told me he suspected I would miscarry in a day or...

Update: I went to the Dr. again for another transvaginal ultrasound this time it showed a fetal pole but no heartbeat so I go back yet again this thursday. I am hopeful yet scared!  The...

The Ultrasound showed no fetal pole.  I go back next thursday to see if anything changes.  I dont know what to think or how to feel right now.  I am hopeful but I have done this three times before...

uhhh today is the first day of the rest of my life and I wonder what I will learn today... will I find that I will be a mom or not yet.... 4:30 is my appointment.  My mom and husband are meeting me...

You are all the sweetest friends ever!  I was so happy\comforted when I saw all the kind messages to my last post I love you all so much! So Im six weeks now.  Just 1 week and 1 day away from my...

ughh  my Dr.s ofice called and set my appointment back two weeks!  He wants to be able to do an ultrasound so i uhnderstand but now the waiting continues!  Still having the dull aches... they are...

Five weeks now... I know thats not very far but Im happy to be here and still pregnant!  Please remember me and my baby in your prayers and I will keep all of you in mine!  Drs appt monday may show...

SOOOOOOOO hello all! guess what I got last Thursday?  A positive prego test.... three of them actually.  Im so scared. This could be a healthy baby or it could be yet another miscarriage.  Im...

Again it has been way too long sense I have wrote.  My husband is back to work and the Holidays have passed so hopefully things will slow down a bit.  I have been less and less emotional about my...

So this has been the longest time that I have spent away from DS.  I think Im going into withdrawl!  So much has happend and I feel the need to update my friends... I have not abandoned you life...

I feel like writing although I have nothing profound to say.  The last few days I have been thinking about how life just goes on.  Nomatter what happens the days keep passing by.  I have been...

Today I have a thought that I would like to share with my friends here at DS.  I have read some of the purpose driven life book ( good book).  One thing that I read always comes back into my mind...

I am amazed at the gift of prayer.  Prayer is the power that God has given us to cope with this world.  I pray about everything.  I pray about my family, my work, my marriage, my purpose and I...

 I just want to clerify today why I wrote my story.  A friend here on DS is writing a book compiled of short stories of women who have suffered with infertility.  I know that my story sounds a...