I just want to clerify today why I wrote my story.  A friend here on DS is writing a book compiled of short stories of women who have suffered with infertility.  I know that my story sounds a little depressing but that is my point it is a little depressing and people around us need to recognize that.  This book could not only help women suffering with infertilty in need of finding someone to identify with but it can also help the entire population that does not have to live with infertility to understand what we are going through!  I think it is a wonderful and positive idea to tell our stories even the bad parts, people need to know how bad this is so that we get more support.  Who knows what the rippling effect could be. I think we should send out copies to our senators to demand more financial support for us.  We have already been stripped of having a child the way that most women do we should not be made poor trying to find a way to be a mother, its a crime. I dont mean to sound too negative I just want people to get the point!  Im a really happy person other wise!Thanks for your concern and comments!