Zayannee

So tomorrow I go in for an appointment  This time my Dr. will check the heartbeat and next time we will find out if our little b is a he or a she!  Im really excited! He likes to wait until youre...

Last night I had the best dream of my life.  I dreamed I was holding a tiny dark haired baby girl.  My dream was so real and calming.  I actually felt happiness in my dream and this morning I woke...

Well today at my Dr Apt I got to hear my b's heartbeat and it was going strong! My Dr. said in 5 weeks he will feel confident that I wont miscarry. I feel pretty confident right now :)Next apt same...

I can't believe Im 13 weeks preggers.  My longest yet last time Im miscarried at 12 weeks so woo hoo one more hurdle passed.  I go back the 18 and I will be about 16 weeks then.  No US this time...

So went in for my ultrasound Thursday.  My little jumping bean was having a blast bouncing in the sac.  It was AMAZING  I mean from four weeks ago my babe grew arms legs a big belly. He or She was...

Hello friends... as far as I know things are still going well.   I have a apt on the 21st (next Thur) and my Dr. is going to do another ultrasound to see that things are progressing.  I have a...

So for the first time ever I had a wonderful ultrasound!!!!!! My Doc was so shocked! He said before he showed me the screen, Lindsay I see a sac... a butt, a head and a...

Thats right Im currently preggo with baby number six so wish me well.  I found out last thursday July third and Im not even going to call my doctor until August 3rd, if I get that far. Maybe the 6th...

So the Dr's appt didnt go all that well.  The first thing the Dr. Does is start throwing statisics at me... hello Im an infertile women not a bunch of numbers, Im sick of numbers. The first thing...

Okay in my last journal I was debating a few things. Update on me and my fickleness he he  May 12th I am going to Ohio State Medical Center and meeting Dr. Grant Shimdt about starting IVF..... I...

Uhhhh what to do what to do.... shall I go back to school and accumulate more debt? Stick with my current job and pray to get a raise, look for another job, when I love my job?  Should I learn to be...

Its a great day to be alive

Okay Im not going to be Debbie Downer anymore, or at least for awhile.  I had my tantrum and Im ready to try to get back to my positive self again. I guess my major problem is that I dont know what...

I am so sick of trying to be positive. I feel like I am going to go insane. I feel like I am stuck in this life that I am helpless in.What can I do? Nothing, there is nothing I can do.It makes me...

So first of all thank to all my loving DS friends that are so sweet to leave me notes on my post, I love you all.  In my last post I told you I was at work having my miscarriage, however the...