I had a dream

Last night I had the best dream of my life.  I dreamed I was holding a tiny dark haired baby girl.  My dream was so real and calming.  I actually felt happiness in my dream and this morning I woke up with a smile on my face.  The baby in my dream was not a baby Ive seen before, I feel like I got to meet her ahead of time.  SO if this turns out to be a little boy (which would make me just as happy)  I will know that my dreams are not from the future :) but if I have a dark haired little girl then maybe they are :) I really want to cry because I am so excited to get to hold my b for the first time and my dream was the first glimpse of that feeling that I will have. I hope I dream about her/him agian because Im so ready to have a child! I also have really been thinking about the 5 miscarriages that I went throught before this pregnancy and I know that they had a purpose.  They created angels in heaven that are watching over me my ds and my family now. Unique souls that I was blessed to be the portol of their creation because they have taught me to cherish and value life.  To see the importance of love and creation. To respect it and to remember that it is a gift from God not a right. Things happen for all of us in God's time not our own and if I lost this pregnancy tomorrow I would never wish that it didnt happen to me because their is life in me now and that is worth all of the pain.