joleneLS

I'm tired of repeating myself but I'm so....EMOTIONAL!  All of this is nothing positive for me and I feel depressed all the time!  I'm hurt, I'm humiliated, I'm angry, I'm exhausted. Maybe it's no...

It's New Years Eve and I'm sitting home almost all alone.  My daughter is here, but she has an eye cold and she is sleeping.  When she isn't sleeping she is crying.We first got invited to my...

This is suppossed to be such a happy time in my life.  My sister in law keeps teasing me about how I should be smiling, we just bought the perfect house for 25 000 less then they were asking.  But...

I am so upset.  GOD!  I wish I could just leave, or just tell everyone to fuck off.  I'm gonna swear alot in this entry I think, I have had more than enough of my shit show life!I can't believe my...

There is a diamond elephant in the room at my house.  No one knows how to talk about it.  Or maybe I just don't know how to talk about it, and my fiancee hasn't even noticed it.  Could be my...

Marlow is 2 months old now.  I don't know how I feel anymore.I love her, to bits, but she is a cryer.  Nothing seems to make her happy.  She fusses relentlessley, and when I can't take it anymore...

So I had my daughter on Aug.20th, it was a really easy delivery...which I'm thankful for, and most of my family made it right after she arrived.  Including June.  She was scrawny and shaky and I...

I am so so mad.  I don't understand my man.  In fact, I doubt I'll ever understand any man...but mine is ecspecially hard.He has been incredibly mean lately.  All the time.  Like yesterday for...

Eight and a half weeks and I'm gonna be a mama!  It seems like the closer D day gets the more I worry.  As is I barely sleep, between my brain and my belly it seems I'm destined to fret myself to...

I only have twelve weeks left to being pregnant and though I am terrified of labour, I am uber relieved that the time is near!I don't know why everyone thinks that pregnancy is the best time of your...

I am so mad, so furusterated, so overwhelmed that I want to cry.  But since we have company, and I know that I will be yelled at for even going on the computer, I need to buck up and get it out!It's...

My sister called me tonight, for like the first time in a month and a half.  She called to ask for other family members nimbers because she had lost them.  She was calling others to tell them that...

So I thought that when a person hit their midlife crisis they were suppossed to buy a car, or maybe act a little immature for awhile.  Well in the case of my mother I don't know what to do!Sure, she...

So I logged on and I was in a mad mad mood, and then I looked at the mood icons..and I realized..wheres the angry face?  Most of my days dealing with my sister don't end in me being sad, or just...

So my sister has finally come to terms with the whole me going to be a mommy, and her not.  She told me that she's decided to be happy for me.okay.So what, was I suppossed to thank her, shake her...