For Once, Not About June...

I am so mad, so furusterated, so overwhelmed that I want to cry.  But since we have company, and I know that I will be yelled at for even going on the computer, I need to buck up and get it out!It's my fiancee, or should I say my first baby.....  He's been laid off, first for three months, then he got two weeks of work in, and was laid off again.  All he does is sit at home and do nothing!  Sure, he cleans a room or two, or does a load of laundry, once every two weeks or so.  But does he do the daily chores?  NO.  He leaves that up to me.  I work nine hour days, and I am five months pregnant, and I have to come home and do the dishes.  Then cook supper.  Then do more dishes.  Then there is the sweeping, and the mopping and the dusting, and the laundry to put away.  And when that's all done, we have a puppy that is being house trained...and he leaves little 'presents' around, and I have to clean up those too!!!This morning he told me that we were going to help his sister with some house repairs in another city.  Fine.  But I asked him to do a load of laundry because I have one pair of pants that still fit me and they were dirty.  I get home, and he has not done laundry at all.  When I get upset about it he just shrugs and says whatever.  He doesn't care that I have to do all of this after I work.  I don't even know if he cares about me anymore.  I don't even know if he wants this baby.  He says he does, but if he won't do the dishes on a regular basis, or pick up his socks, or even sweep the floor once in awhile...what sort of father is he going to be?  And how can I cope with all that I do every single day, and cater to a newborn baby?I'm so upset, and he doesn't care.  He says that it's my fault I feel like this.  That none of those things need to be done.  My house is a disaster, it smells like garbage, and old food, and dog pee...and I can't keep up anymore.  I'm running out of energy for these eighteen hour days.  The baby is the one who suffers for his childishness...and once again...he doesn't seem to care.I talk to him and he tunes me out, not discreetly either...blatantly.  Then he shrugs and says that this is ridiculous.  That none of this is real.  Yet he complains about the smell in the house, and he isn't willing to do anything about it! I have to climb up the muddy hill behind our house to take out the garbage, because he won't.  And I clean up the dog urine(though I'm having a hard time making the smell go away) because he won't.  And I do two or three sinkfuls of dishes a day, because he won't.He tells me June is such a bad person because of all her faults.  I wish he would look in a mirror before I leave, because I can't handle this much longer.