I want to die. It seems there's NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE who believes in waiting for the right person to have sex.What the f---?I don't want to go on with this. If I can't find a girl who has waited, I don't want to go on with this. It's too painful. I can't take it.It's too painful and lonely.Why?Why have I been put in this situation?Why have I been made different?Why have I been made to feel like there's no hope in finding what I desperately want?I don't understand.Why?