MyMeko
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- We are floored to find out my bf's new insurance has a $2,000 deductible. So we can't get him into any kind of program because he has so very little money from working so little hours. I am having a hard time finding a decent facility that can help...
- I have briefly mentioned some of this in my fears of losing my job because my anxiety is suddenly worse than ever. I recently switched doctors but I do not like this new one. Yes the decrease on effexor may of helped the depression and she added .5...
- I only work part time retail, but lots of hours for the holidays. Today I woke up and was immediately very anxious and I have not had it be that bad before. I took my regular meds and got ready for work but still while the few hours at work I had to...
- At first I thought this new talk therapist was going to do me some good because we talked about how i was feeling and several of my issues. Now every time I see her she just goes on and on about my addict bf and my codependency. I kept trying to...
- My bf has finally broke down and wants to go into a rehab facility for at 30 to 60 days. He is dual diagnosis (alcoholic and bipolar) so he needs a facility that can help him with all the issues. His health insurance won't cover any inpatient care...
- I can't kick the bf out he has no where to go. If I leave he would lose this place so the idea of me moving out doesn't go far. Where would I go with 2 cats and a guinea pig? I was doing well earlier today and was making progress on some office...
- This morning I woke up and decided I had to kick my bf out. I love him and will support his efforts to get sober but I can not handle living with him anymore. It is costing me money for some of his co-pays, plus the gas to take him to group therapy...
- I just had the worst fight with my bf. He's a liar and took some of my meds and thinks he can just go thru my things. He tried to hide the one phone from me so I can't talk to anyone.He blames me for everything. Things got physical and I lost...
- I am so miserable now. Even though my bf and I are doing better and the pets are doing well and I even worked a little I just am so friggin sad. All I can do is lay in bed. I took 3 klonopin within the 1st hour of me being up, a days worth. I don't...
- I saw my therapist again today and this time with my bf. She said my major depressive disorder was moderate but the meds Dr may say something different. It's hurts to know its that bad for me. Bf and I are getting along better and I've been working...
- My bf blames me for everything that is going wrong with us. He says I stay in the bedroom all the time because of the new cat yet he doesn't realize how depressed I am. He throws in my face all the time how we don't have sex and then starts making...
- I saw the new therapist today and she seems like someone I can work with. She even asked my bf to come to some sessions. She also was able to get me in with a nurse practitioner for medication mgmt. I am glad I don't have to go back to the other...
- I'm slowly dying inside. The anger and fighting and no money to pay bills just makes me cry all the time. No matter how hard I try I don't get hours at work while others get to work 5 days. My bf doesn't have a job and for unknown reasons won't look...
- I was in the bedroom with one of the cats and the door closed when I heard my bf hollering and then the smoke detector went off. He managed to throw the burning pan of oil outside but got burned. I'm freaking out trying to get the animals out of...
- I just need to vent and I am glad I have you all to let it all out to. I just don't know how much more I can take. I am so friggin stressed and the anxiety and depression is getting worse. I'm starting to hide away in my room. I'm on disability so...