downforthecount
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- Not being near the ex.Not responding to emails.Exercising.Drinking less.Spending time with supportive friendsSettling in to the "acceptance phase".Letting my real self emerge a little at a time.Thinking of the future, new endeavors.Allowing myself...
- Its the most sensitive part of the penis. With guys that are circumcised only a remnant remains. But this remnant is often still very sensitive.The frenulum is "particularly responsive to stimulation", and "very reactive", thus contributing to...
- there is nothing. I will always remember that day in october of 2006 when I said to her..."can we make love please?" and she said no. I knew then and there that it would be the very last time I would ask that question.I read how there is all this...
- I am angry because of so many thingsThat my children have to suffer through the pain of divorceThat I am in debt up to my eyeballs and can't imagine I will ever see a way outThat I have had to live on half my salary and BE A MAN.That I can't be with...
- I walked down and stood for a minute amongst the tourists....where people had put pictures of their loved ones up....and had lain flowers. The fragility of life co-mingled with the corporate nature of the disaster was causing my brain to have great...
- Divorce was final last week. I want love and to be loved, especially since I am way past midlife, but I don't feel anything closely resembling what I need to feel for that to happen. I am broken hearted, sad, feel all wrong as a person, still...
- because I was unhappy. What I can't figure out is why I allow/allowed myself to spend so much time in a place that makes/made me unhappy? Is happiness in life truly attainable? If it is not for some of us, what is left for us?
- I can think of younger days when living for my lifeWas everything a man could want to do.I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow.And how can you mend a broken heart? How can you stop the rain from falling down? How can you...
- I loved her body. I worshipped her behind. I loved her moth. I loved pleasing her and the though tthat she enjopyed me. The sex, while fairly routine, was always the one thing I felt we connected on. I worry that I will wind up comparing every...
- Now what?
- Do you ever ask yourself whether or not you REALLY did all you could to save your marriage? I know that some of us believe we did, but what does that mean? Did we change because we wanted to? Was there enough we could change? What would we NOT...
- How is it that some people seem to just go along (stbx and I separated last fall) as though nothing ever happened, while there are those of us who live in a near complete state of confusion about who we are now that our marriage and former married...
- Built to Spill live...
- How many of us think: "if I could only find the TRUE love of my life...the TRUE soul mate. In reality, that is likely the WORST thing we can do to ourselves. We must live our lives...love our children, our pets, look at our lives as having meaning...
- her lips. Oh how I loved her lips and how painful it is to think of another man relishing those lips...