grizzlyAdams24
Status: the only reason that I stayed, so I could save the day
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i thought i was doing great. Maybe it was a mask for everything. I feel like i felt Friday, shitty. I miss her. I miss the cute things we used to do and the love she had for me. I havent talked to...
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Stick up for yourself. Always. Don't ever let anyone change you or manipulate you.
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Blah weird dreams again last night containing her. I still miss her but I can feel how much better I am doing. I'm proud of myself.And its Friday, and the REDSKINS won. Preseason, yes but I'm still...
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Feeling ok today after yesterday's fiasco at the emergency room. It's TMI to post on here but I am alright and my boys are alright as well.Took me a little while to get to sleep last night but I...
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Ugh I had more extremely vivid dreams about everything working out last night, which caused me to wake up and realize I'm still alone, and my stomach to turn in knots. I am still having a tough time...
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Ah nice and rainy out here today, my kind of day. Makes me want to sit and do nothing all day but unfortunately it is only Tuesday and I gotta work.She is still very much on my mind but somehow I...
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So this weekend was not too shabby. Had a buddy come visit that I haven't seen in a while and we had a few beers and hung out so that was nice.I want to say I'm feeling better about the situation....
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I went out with some friends last night to a bar at the mall where she works and I'm certain I saw her car. Which made me panic slightly. I kept breathing and telling myself I was better than that. I...
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At least its Friday. It took me a little longer than normal to fall asleep last night. Then around 5 I woke up thinking about her and could not go back to sleep. I miss her. This will go away I'm...
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Hello Thursday.I slept better than I have in a while last night. No dreams containing her, yet still pretty vivid dreams that I woke up knowing and believing weren't the least bit real, which made me...
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Ok so the phrase: "It's better to have love and lost than to never have loved at all" can go fuck itself. If i never loved I wouldn't be dealing with the asinine bullshit pain that came with it...
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Well here we are. Wednesday. Halfway to the weekend. I had a dream about her last night. And it was all too vivid and i figured it was real and I was so happy. Then i woke up. I couldnt fully get...
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I've been looking for a good band and/or song to help me cope with all of this. The best I've come up with is the album Pour-Soi-Ensoi by Evan Bliss and the album Palomino by Trampled by Turtles....
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still not smoke free. blah.
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So I'm on day 2 and I'm still alive and breathing. Unfortunately when it comes to mornings, they are my worst part of the day. I feel like I should wake up and she should be next to me, or at least...
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