Day #6
I went out with some friends last night to a bar at the mall where she works and I'm certain I saw her car. Which made me panic slightly. I kept breathing and telling myself I was better than that. I ended up having a pretty good night. It was great to get out and be around good friends who offered fantastic advice.
I realized too that she's probably terrified of seein me. She did admit that to me prior to us talking but I don't think she could've told me we were done to my face because deep down I think she really does care. It's getting too late now. I'm starting to get angry. Another realization I had was that she's young and claims she knows about relationships but I think she's more worried about other shit in her life. If I'm not some kind of priority I don't want any part of it.
Today is gonna be good. I woke up to one of the nicest texts from a friend and it put a smile on my face as soon as I woke up. Positive thinking Grizz. I got this. I miss her and I'm thinkin about her but that bs she put me through... She doesn't deserve me.
I realized too that she's probably terrified of seein me. She did admit that to me prior to us talking but I don't think she could've told me we were done to my face because deep down I think she really does care. It's getting too late now. I'm starting to get angry. Another realization I had was that she's young and claims she knows about relationships but I think she's more worried about other shit in her life. If I'm not some kind of priority I don't want any part of it.
Today is gonna be good. I woke up to one of the nicest texts from a friend and it put a smile on my face as soon as I woke up. Positive thinking Grizz. I got this. I miss her and I'm thinkin about her but that bs she put me through... She doesn't deserve me.
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That\'s good to hear Grizzy. It is definitely important to go out and have fun. Being surrounded with supportive friends and family is key in getting over someone I truly believe. I know if it weren\'t for my family I\'d still be in a corner crying. Your realization is right. If she can\'t make you a priority, you probably shouldn\'t be with her. Keep thinking positive, and acting positive. I wish you the best Grizzly.