So this weekend was not too shabby. Had a buddy come visit that I haven't seen in a while and we had a few beers and hung out so that was nice.
I want to say I'm feeling better about the situation. She's still really on my mind and I miss her. I'm letting myself feel any of the pain that comes with the thoughts of her. That's my best option right now, that and telling myself to move on, keep pushing. I feel depressed but I know its just a part of all of this.
I have really good friends who want to see me improve and who are willing to talk to me about the situation whenever I need to. They also tell me that I haven't done anything wrong and she's a fool and that there's someone out there that's better for me...which I know is the truth.
I just don't want to feel hurt or humiliation anymore. Keep pushing Grizz. But I feel ok today and usually by the end of the day, I'll be better than this moment right now.
I just need football to start so my Sundays are filled with excitement. Thoughts of her will pass. She isn't worth it. She's a mean person. She's a mean person. She's a mean person.