day #10

Ugh I had more extremely vivid dreams about everything working out last night, which caused me to wake up and realize I'm still alone, and my stomach to turn in knots. I am still having a tough time letting go entirely. 
With that said, I'm doing well. Works getting busy so that's keeping me on my toes. I need to stay busy and push forward. I found a buddy from high school that lives in the area so now I at least know someone who can probably introduce me to new people which is a good thing. Also looks like I'm going to be traveling for the end of this week and a good part of next week, so a good road trip further south should keep me busy.
Things can really only go up from here. I'm through the worst I just get caught up in memories and my memory is too good to fully forget that quickly. I guess life is like a bow and arrow, its pulling me back only to shoot me forward into something great.
Here's to hoping the week closes on a high note.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I read your first paragraph and my heart dropped! I had the same kind of dreams last night and woke up feeling the same way. I keep telling myself things will get better and I will be happy again at some point. Take care and hope you have a good day =)
grizzlyAdams24
grizzlyAdams24

thanks sugr. Everything will be ok! i hope you have a good day as well!