day #5
At least its Friday. It took me a little longer than normal to fall asleep last night. Then around 5 I woke up thinking about her and could not go back to sleep. I miss her. This will go away I'm sure of it but for the time being it just sucks. I wonder what shes up to, I wonder if she misses me.
MY stomach is killing me this morning. But I'd say all in all I'm doing better than I was. I'm starting to realize its her loss. I was there when she needed me and I did the best I could do even if i fucked up here and there. Some people are just so goddamn stubborn.
I don't even know what I'm going to do this weekend. I havent made plans and I dont feel like drinking which is weird but I need to get my head straight. I should work out. Release some good hormones. Hopefully by next week I'll be 10x better. Let's hope.
MY stomach is killing me this morning. But I'd say all in all I'm doing better than I was. I'm starting to realize its her loss. I was there when she needed me and I did the best I could do even if i fucked up here and there. Some people are just so goddamn stubborn.
I don't even know what I'm going to do this weekend. I havent made plans and I dont feel like drinking which is weird but I need to get my head straight. I should work out. Release some good hormones. Hopefully by next week I'll be 10x better. Let's hope.
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She\'ll miss you as soon as she realized what she let get out of her life. By then, you will be removed enough to say \"Uhm .... let me think about it.\" Then go out and plant a juicy one on some hotty at the bar. Fair is fair.
I think working out or going on a day trip would be an excellent way to spend your weekend. I am packing up my things and getting ready to move out. All the physical activity will be good for me, too.
You are absolutely right Paeth. And great luck this weekend!