day #11

Feeling ok today after yesterday's fiasco at the emergency room. It's TMI to post on here but I am alright and my boys are alright as well.
Took me a little while to get to sleep last night but I stayed asleep and didn't have any dreams that woke me up. I did wake up around 5-530 thinking about her though. I do miss her. I miss my friend. But she's not the same person I knew when I got down here. If i was a priority things would have worked out. So no its time to move the fuck on. Because holding on to whatever isn't doing me any good and I have more pressing matters to worry about.
Plus Redskins football starts tonight. That always makes me happy.
Better day today and a better tomorrow. Cheers.