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  Posted: 07/23/2022

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  Can I even say I'm fighting it anymore?

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  Last Reply: Treee 07/14/2022

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  A bad thing happened today. It made me really upset. And then I ruined my progress. For no real reason. I didn't even really want to, but I screwed up anyway. It's like I was waiting for an excuse to watch something, anything. I didn't even have to wait very long. I willingly reverted back to a demon I thought I was trying to banish for good. I can't even say I want to get better anymore, because if I did, I wouldn't be making more effort to watch porn than to not watch it. I feel pathetic. I'm...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/22/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 commented on the discussion I need help.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/22/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 commented on the discussion Hoping….

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/22/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 commented on the discussion In my head.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 02/10/2022

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/11/2022

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  I Think I've Stopped Trying To Get Better

  Posted by: DragonsAreAwesome11

  Last Reply: Mommyto5 06/25/2022

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  I feel like I haven't even been trying to resist it lately. I resorted to some really gross stuff a few days ago that I've never gone to before, and it felt like I was in a lower place than I've been in for years. I felt disgusting. It's been sort of bi-nightly now, and I haven't been trying to distract myself or do anything else. I've just been doing it and hating myself afterwards. All these years of doing this...I feel like I've been raping myself in a way. I wish it wasn't so easy to give...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/10/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 commented on the discussion IDK what to do.

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  I Regressed. Just Like That.

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  Last Reply: Mommyto5 04/10/2022

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  I fricking hate myself so fricking much. A stupid ad for TikTok made me want to break the streak I've had going for quite some time, and I fricking did. No second thoughts, nothing. I just did. And I immediately went to something absolutely disgusting too. I'm such an idiot. All the time I spent trying to get better is wasted. I feel so numb, but somehow I also feel angry and sad and freaking disgusted. I can't do anything right. Something is freaking wrong with me, and I'm starting to think I...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/25/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 commented on the discussion I messed up so bad..

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 01/25/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 joined the group Family Issues.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/25/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 commented on the discussion I need help (long text).

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/16/2022

  DragonsAreAwesome11 became friends with ABakundi.