oblivious2000

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  New Friend

  Posted by: oblivious2000

  Posted: 06/01/2021

  oblivious2000 became friends with Hrothgar.

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  How should I feel?

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  Last Reply: donnawanda 05/10/2021

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  Sometimes I don't think i've handled the past correctly, like I don't feel the way I should about it. I don't really know how i'm supposed to be feeling, but this probably isn't it. I just don't really feel anything if I think about it, other people can panic me, but the memory doesn't concer any kind of emotion. Am I supposed to be sad? Or angry? I don't know. 

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: oblivious2000

  Posted: 05/08/2021

  oblivious2000 commented on the discussion Confusion.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/07/2021

  oblivious2000 commented on the discussion Confusion.

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  Confusion

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  Last Reply: oblivious2000 05/08/2021

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  I really don't understand myself sometimes. I go from perfectly fine and laughing to feeling like a complete failure. Even though I know that having to have multiple sessions for a tattoo, sleeping through an interveiw, and being behind in some classes, really isn't that deep. But it just keeps swirling around into this gross mess of thoughts. I know people have their limitations, but I can't keep this voice in the back of my head to except that. 

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: oblivious2000

  Posted: 04/26/2021

  oblivious2000 commented on the discussion OCD&Anorexia....

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  Discussion Like

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  Posted: 04/26/2021

  oblivious2000 liked the discussion OCD&Anorexia....

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  Hit a wall

  Posted by: oblivious2000

  Last Reply: Ann3Nic0l3 08/04/2021

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  I know nobody will read this. But I'm typing regardless. I have a history with drug and alcohol abuse and even though I'm clean I've hit a new wall. The obsession with food. I can eat and eat and eat and I just can't stop. I've gained almost 50 lbs in the last few months and it's hard. Growing up food and I never got along and I always hated the scale. Eventually I was able to maintain my weight and did well for years. Until about September of last year. Literally last night I ate 4 sandwiches...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: oblivious2000

  Posted: 04/23/2021

  oblivious2000 joined the group Paranoia.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 04/23/2021

  oblivious2000 joined the group Sexual Abuse.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 04/23/2021

  oblivious2000 joined the group Eating Disorders.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 04/23/2021

  oblivious2000 joined the group Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 04/23/2021

  oblivious2000 joined the group Bipolar Disorder.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: oblivious2000

  Posted: 04/23/2021

  oblivious2000 became friends with TeamDS.