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Hubby took me to a movie today and it was a blast. It was so nice to get out of the house and not have stuff to do. We even had McDs for breakfast - first time we have eaten out in almost two weeks....

So I think I screwed up yesterday. No, I KNOW I screwed up yesterday. I met with this guy who was selling a bada$$ imitation gatorskin SPIKED collar. With all the costuming we do for SciFi, medieval,...

My chronic pain is 15 years in the making. It is going to take more than one day to fix. It was 15 years ago that I screwed up my knees. It was seven and a half years ago that I crushed part of my...

Emotionally, I am doing well today. Physically I am dead. I have spent more time sleeping today than awake. I made dinner, only for my daughter to look at me and send me back to my chair to sit while...

Spent a couple hours at the VA hospital today, picking up meds and checking on my back brace. I had to face something that I didn't want to face. I just don't have the energy to train my new Service...

So today I saw my Primary Care Dr. He is a sweet old man who is not politically correct. And it makes him easy to talk to, relaxed.He said that although my neck looks good, until it actully looks...

My driving horse is trained to respond mostly to my voice. That way, as my arms are weak from my back trouble, I can control him without hurting my back. Today I went for a drive, the first time...

My hubby is off work today. As soon as I am done writing this he is going to take me out to go see my horse. I am going to hitch up my cart and go for a drive down the road - which is less physical...

Yesterday should have been a good day for me. My daughter is back from a month long backpacking trip through Eurpoe (Lucky kid!) and she worked my horse down so I coudl ride. I just haven't had the...

I have decided to actually pay attention to what my Psych Dr has been saying for the last two years while dealing with my chronic pain. I have been making sure to set small goals and give myself a...

OK - so I did some research and it looks like the radiation iodione therapy is going to suck, but only for a few days. I can live thought that. We just have to be prepared for it. The biggest problem...

The surgery itself went well - I guess. I'm still here. The Drs failed to take into consideration that I have a severe panic disorder and that I am also a chronic pain patient. After surgery they...

It is amazing, but as I am having my surgery at a VA hospital, they are VERY aware of the severity of PTSD. As My Service Dog is retired due to arthritis and my pup in training is not far enough...