My emotions are all over the place today

Yesterday should have been a good day for me. My daughter is back from a month long backpacking trip through Eurpoe (Lucky kid!) and she worked my horse down so I coudl ride. I just haven't had the physical stregnth or endurance to work with him since my surgery. So, for the first time in over a month now, I actually got to ride... But because it's me, I did too much.
I had to have help getting off my horse, even with a mounting stand, and my daughter had to put both my horse and her horse away while I took pain killers. I am on oxycodine for a crushed vertibra and herniated discs. I then slept in the back seat of the SUV for the next two hours while she did some grocery shopping and got us home.
For the rest of the day my emotions were just all over the place. Today is no better. I have taken my antipanic medication, my pain killers (oxy and muscle relaxantants), thyroid hormone replacement, Vit D, and antidepressants... I hate taking pills.
Somehow today I have to get up enough energy to go to the bank, the feed store, Costco, the grocery store, and there was something else... It just seems like too much for me to get done, even with my daughter doing the driving. Oh yeah, I need ferret food, too. So pet shop also.
I am listening on YouTube to a new band. They are called Art of Dying, but they have two great songs that I highly suggest. One is Die Trying. The lyrics are "if it takes forever, then I will die trying". The other one, that I like even better, is Get Thru This...
 
I've seen better days yeah So says the mirror It's hard to find divinity when you're the king of men If I can get through this I can get through anything If I can make it through this I can get through anything If I can get through this I can get through anything If I can make it through this I promise you, I promise you It could be much worse But the call is close Tomorrow's my reason for today to let go If I can get through this I can get through anything If I can make it through this I can get through anything If I can get through this I can get through anything If I can make it through this I promise you, I promise you If I can get through this I can get through that If you cut me wide open [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/get-through-this-lyrics-art-of-dying.html ] I can cut you some slack If you come when I'm leaving I might never be back I know it�s not easy just a matter of fact If I can get through this I can get through that If you cut me wide open I can cut you some slack If you come when I'm leaving I might never be back I know it's not easy just a matter of fact If I can get through this I can get through anything If I can make it through this I can get through anything If I can get through this I can get through that If you cut me wide open (If I can get through this) I can cut you some slack If you come when I'm leaving (If I can get through this) I might never be back I know it's not easy (If I can get through this) just a matter of factRead more: ART OF DYING - GET THROUGH THIS LYRICS http://www.metrolyrics.com/get-through-this-lyrics-art-of-dying.html#ixzz21BNujYxv Copied from MetroLyrics.com