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Today is Thursday. It is a calm day. I didn't sleep at all last night so it's good that it's a calm day.Weather is cooling off so the air should get better. The San Joaquin Valley looks terrible, and...

Yay, the housekeeper comes today.Sunday we spent the afternoon with the whole family. It was so wonderful and not near long enough. We went to Yosemite Lake and just hung around and threw rocks in...

Yay, we see the kids this weekend. I'm very excited. Last time we were supposed to see them my husband got sick. This time if he gets sick, I can go alone, as it's much closer to home. Or they can...

Today I am happy about basic things. Well, I think of them as basic, I'm sure others in the world think of them as luxuries.I am happy we have a home and food to eat.I am happy I get to snuggle with...

I'm happy that I have kept this journal up.I'm happy that I have really great advocates for my alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency. I know they get paid to call, but it still makes me feel cared about.I'm...

It's really early Sunday morning, 2 a.m. in fact. I'm happy that we will be watching football today!I talked to my grandson for an hour yesterday. I love how he thinks. And I love that he enjoys...

I seem to be getting here about every 3 days to write what I'm happy about.Taking classes online. Sometimes I hate them because I don't like getting graded. But mostly I like them because I love...

Got my 3rd infusion. Husband did really great. One more time with the nurse and we're on our own.Bob and I called Mom on Friday and sang her Happy Anniversary, the one from the Flintstones. She was...

Today is Wednesday. Wow that went quick. What went quick? Life is going by quick. Like the quick brown fox who jumped over the blah blah blah. Just writing with nothing particular in my head to get...

Oh man, 6 whole days since I wrote what makes me happy.I was looking at the goal thingy, trying to think of goals. Of course there are things that would make me better and stronger, but I'm not sure...

Oops, 3 days since I wrote. Changing thinking tracks here. Happy about . . . happy about . . . happy about . . .Housekeeper came. House is clean clean clean! Love it.Got back to studying. I am taking...

Yay, spent the whole day yesterday with my husband. We watched some preseason football. Just mostly hung around and were happy to be together.Today is Labor Day and I don't feel like doing a damn...

Good morning blue skies! Now the blue moon is gone.You all have convinced me to be happy about my infusions. Yay! Thanks.Sunday funday! Love it.And just like that life is good again.

Tears are close to the surface since I got my infusion. Not sure why? Side effect? In my face realization of my disease? It might do me some good to just sit and cry. I used to do that quite often...

I got my infusion yesterday. It was interesting. My husband is learning how to give them to me so we don't have to pay the nurse to come and do it (no insurance). The nurse was really great. My...