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Nine days since I wrote in my journal. Part of the reason is I haven't felt very happy lately.Seems like I'm just going through the motions right now. Trying to get past December 23rd for another...

Infusion on Saturday. Yay, done for another week. My husband was trying to find my vein and had poked the needle in a couple of times without the results we needed, "I don't know how heroin addicts...

My 4-year-old grandson is learning math. I know! I'm 55 and I still don't know how to do math. He loves it. He has a calculator and calls me with the challenging questions, "Gotu, how much is...

Today is Thursday. It's my brother's birthday. HB brother.It's foggy outside. Usually we are above the fog, but today it is sitting right on our little hill. Brr and yucko.I'm having a hard time...

Can't believe that I've kept this up. I find myself needing to write in my journal. It just doesn't feel right when I let it go for too long. I feel the same way about talking to my mom and my kids....

I can't fall asleep tonight. Not sure why. Maybe because the house is too clean and too quiet.I'm happy our home is clean.I'm happy our house is quiet.Ugh, can't think anymore. Um, um, I'm happy I am...

Wow. That was a week full of family and food and fun! Today is my first day by myself for 9 days in a row. That is quite unusual for me. Not exactly sure what to do with myself . . . although there...

Oh my gosh, it's been way too long since I wrote in my journal. It really makes me feel better to write about happy things in my life. I tend to focus on the "happies" instead of the "ickies" when I...

My desk is a huge cluttered mess. And I'm sick of it never being clean. UGH. So that's buggin' me. Thought I would spend some moments writing about happy stuff so the clutter gets smaller in my...

Feeling happy right now.Glad Thanksgiving is coming. The kids are coming. I miss them lots.Got through another IV infusion. Seemed to go much smoother this time.Oh man, loved watching the Ducks vs...

Wow, that was a week of blah. Go out 1 day and it takes 1 week to feel good again. 'Nough whining, I am feeling happy.Grandson sent a video of himseelf playing the violin. Bragging a bit. He's 9...

Spent yesterday at the human services agency. Ick. Because we get the antitrypsin free we had to sign up for medi-cal. I'm sure we don't qualify. What a super huge hassle. Left me feeling spent. I...

It doesn't seem possible that I'm on #38. Especially when I miss as many days as I have.Today we took Bob's work truck to get it fixed. So when I first got in my truck I realized it's been a very...

So Baxter is helping with the alpha-1 antitrypsin augmentations. We get the product free for 1 year. But in the meantime I have to try to find insurance. We've been through all that before this new...

It's been 5 days since I wrote. It should be easy to come up with 3 happy things in the last 5 days.Another infusion. This one was the easiest so far. Feeling really good today. I need to keep a...