I guess today wasn't a bad day ether. It was uneventful, that’s good considering, just more of the same. My wife is so undecided. She says she is confused and has lots on her mind. Her chronic insomnia and stress has been worse, I’m sure that doesn’t help the situation any. Her stress and inability to cope with it exasperates the insomnia. She says our situation is the cause of the stress. I’m sure it has do with it, but I don’t think that all of it. I believe there are other factors involved. I think part of it is, she is at a point in her life of self-reflection and not happy with herself, were she is at this point in her life.  She asks me to go with to do things like yesterday going to her grandmother’s birthday and going to the amusement park. Today we went to get the kids some things they needed for school. Emotionally she is unavailable to me, but she want to do things with me. It makes me happy and confused at the same time. I’m trying to give her space and time to think.