I'm having a bit of a rough day... Thinking about a lot of stuff... It's stuff that has been bothering me for a while. I wish I could talk about it with my wife. It is about us, things that happed a few months ago and where we are heading. I tried to discuss this stuff before and she's not open to disscussion. I woke up at 4am thinking about some of this. I know I need to stop focusing on some of this. It's just so hard when there are so many unanswered questions.