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I have had the number 17 stuck in my head forever. I kept trying to think of why. I know that this month is Rylan's bday and stuff... then I realized... the 17th is the day he died. I am so awestruck...

This morning has been a very tough one. We went over to have breakfast with the family and it was hell. I was talking aobut going to the pool and how we should all go, when my MIL said she doesn't...

Can't remember if I posted this in my last journal entry, but I've got some good news! We FINALLY recieved our appointment date from the Bc Childrens. It going to be in Septmeber. I thought that was...

Holy, I can't believe it's been so long since I've written anything in my journal. My baby girl Gabby is now 21 months old and doing good. It's hard to say "toddler" now instead of baby.wow.I hate...

Things just keep going down hill. We've called off our August wedding. We're having alot of troubl ethis past 2 weeks with our relationship. I told him i'm sick of our arguing families and just want...

When my friends called me from the BC Children's Hospital to let us know their baby is ok, the flashbacks started. Seeing that come up on my call display started it all over again. Remembering the...

Well, I start school on Monday. I'm not really nervous, I'm just upset that I'm going to be without my little Gabby for so long. But at the same time it will be a good break for both of us. I know...

Thing have been going OK. I start school in about 2 weeks...i'm going to become a Nail Tech. I really want to do this so i will be able to spend more time at home with my daughter. I'm excited but...

Sometimes I feel so blessed to have such a sweet baby, and other times I feel like nothing I do will ever satisfy my little "angel"  It's been a long 4 mos, but I'm enjoying every second of it. Even...

Hey everyone! I've been super busy lately! I've started a bath product business, and i've been working like crazy selling things...hoping to get a webpage up soon! Gabby is doing sooo well! I've...

Hey everyone! Not much has changed since i last wrote. Sh'e sstill colicky, but we're coping, i guess! haha, anyways, everything is great! I can't wait until Christmas! Daddy's goig to dress up like...

Hey everyone! Everything is going great here! Little Gabby is very colicky right now! Drives me a little bonkers, but nothing I can really do about that ! She seems to be getting bigger everyday! I...

Hey Guys! dont have much time to talk, but thought i would tell you all whats going on lately. Bfeeding is going great now... she still fusses a little, but overall is doing well! Thanks for all of...

Baby Gabby is now 2 weeks and 4 days old! she's doing great, but we are having a little trouble breastfeeding...half of the time she'll latch on fine and nurse well, but other times she'll start...

so far everything is going great! she's learning to stay asleep during the night for 3-4 hour periods (which is great!!!)I've noticed she's becoming more aware of her surroundings! She'll look around...