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i got called into work today, and i guess the only reason why i said yes is because i would work with the good people tonite, rather than sitting at home doiing nothing. but its ok i guess. we had a...

well ive had a rough week so far(emotionlly) because i miss my baby sooo much... i remember the first ultrasound of him and how excited i was to see his little heartbeat... i remember him moving his...

still working away at getting our home's plumbing and electricity in good shape...almost done!!! then tomorrow i'm going to re-seed my lawn! im excited for it.... my period has been here for 2 days,...

sorry i haven't written lately, because i just moved into our new house and we have been really busy... i also had an appointment with a gyno, and he said we can start trying to get pregnant whenever...

i've been having major problems with a girl at work... she has been threatening me and calling me a bitch and other names... actually just last night she freaked out at me in front of everyone for...

YEEEEEEEEEEEEHAW!!!!! we got really good test results back from our doctor today!!! nothing is wrong with our chromosomes or genetics, and our baby's problem was jsut a fluke (says the doctor) i will...

i'm soooo nervous i cant sleep! i am soo afraid what my doctor is going to say, but i am also looking forward to seeing what the news is....only 15hrs, 30mins till my appointment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thursday is the day! i told to the secretary @ my doctors office and she said the test results came in and that he will see me on tursday and discuss them with me.... so hopefully things are going to...

HOLY COW!!!!! i just got home from work to find a message from my doctor on the phone.... i think the test results are back!!!! i hope they are and that everything is fine!!! when i first heard it, i...

well, after two shitty days off of work, im back at the ol' dump... an things there just seem to be getting worse and worse there.... we are always short staffed, and i have to make up for it most of...

well i didn't go see my friend... just because my stupid cab didn't show up! while i was waiting i got attacked by a deer and had to break into my own house, seeing i forgot my key!!!! what a day... 

well... today im meeting my bf (the one who has a newborn)for lunch, and im kinda nervous. im excited to see them but i just kepp thinking "we were suppose to have our babies at the same time and...

i have 2 days off of work coming up, and my friend who just had a baby wants me to come over and visit with them. at first i was kind of hesitant, but i really want to be there for here, because if i...

Well... it's been about a month and a bit since i've lost my son... it feels like im coming to terms with things now... well better than i was before. I say good morning and good night to him...