17th

I have had the number 17 stuck in my head forever. I kept trying to think of why. I know that this month is Rylan's bday and stuff... then I realized... the 17th is the day he died. I am so awestruck that it's here again. I just can't think of the right words to say how im feeling. i miss him soo friggen much. i keep thinking of all the memories and eeverything he went through. my poor boy. He will be 3 this year...3...wow. I wish I could see what he looks like. I imagine a sweet dark haired, dark eyed guy with mediteranean skin like his daddy. I hope he knows im thinking about him and love him. forever.

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Jme5
Jme5

it is hard to come across dates that remind us of lost ones.you will always have the memories to hold onto thank goodness....sounds like a beautiful baby.... little toddler. yes, he knows how you think about him and watches over you