80days

I hate when I don't visit my Daily Strength site for so long! This site has been there for me and given me many new friends that I can relate too and I usually only visit when I'm upset! It's just...

Well, things have sure changed since I've started taking these pills! I feel much better and happier! I never knew that I could be this happy in life! It's been amazing and Dave and I are enjoying...

I started new medication the other day. It's for anxiety, depression and OCD. I hope it helps because lately life has been too overwhelming. I ended up quiting that babysitting job of mine and am...

It's going to be 3 yrs ago tomorrow that I said goodbye to my little man. I felt you kick for the first and last time that day. The second they poked you with the needle I felt you squirm. Like it...

I have had the number 17 stuck in my head forever. I kept trying to think of why. I know that this month is Rylan's bday and stuff... then I realized... the 17th is the day he died. I am so awestruck...

This morning has been a very tough one. We went over to have breakfast with the family and it was hell. I was talking aobut going to the pool and how we should all go, when my MIL said she doesn't...

Can't remember if I posted this in my last journal entry, but I've got some good news! We FINALLY recieved our appointment date from the Bc Childrens. It going to be in Septmeber. I thought that was...

Holy, I can't believe it's been so long since I've written anything in my journal. My baby girl Gabby is now 21 months old and doing good. It's hard to say "toddler" now instead of baby.wow.I hate...

Things just keep going down hill. We've called off our August wedding. We're having alot of troubl ethis past 2 weeks with our relationship. I told him i'm sick of our arguing families and just want...

When my friends called me from the BC Children's Hospital to let us know their baby is ok, the flashbacks started. Seeing that come up on my call display started it all over again. Remembering the...

Well, I start school on Monday. I'm not really nervous, I'm just upset that I'm going to be without my little Gabby for so long. But at the same time it will be a good break for both of us. I know...

Thing have been going OK. I start school in about 2 weeks...i'm going to become a Nail Tech. I really want to do this so i will be able to spend more time at home with my daughter. I'm excited but...

Sometimes I feel so blessed to have such a sweet baby, and other times I feel like nothing I do will ever satisfy my little "angel"  It's been a long 4 mos, but I'm enjoying every second of it. Even...

I hate when I don't visit my Daily Strength site for so long! This site has been there for me and given me many new friends that I can relate too and I usually only visit when I'm upset! It's just...

Well, things have sure changed since I've started taking these pills! I feel much better and happier! I never knew that I could be this happy in life! It's been amazing and Dave and I are enjoying...