fan has hit the shit

so i did it again, but this time i made a permanent move for it, my daughter had a breakdown yesterday and things got crazy at my house, my mother who lives here got involved which was not necessary, but its her way.  anyhow, i pretty much unloaded alot of years of pent up emotion and anger on her.  dealing with my abuse, why i did the things i did as a child my thoughts on what happened with my grandmother, the reason i did it all, my thoughts on my real father, my stepfather, the guy that m mom married for a month, it all, i never felt so releived in all my life.  now as she says she is moving out, i know her way is to cause as much damage as possible, so i have made alot of changes as precautions, so i sit and wait.