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- My whole life all i wanted to be was a Mom. First I get a body that can not have chldren, they I get so screwed up beacuse of my abuse. Can not have a trusting realtionship with a man, And now due to all my mental and other health issues, I can not...
- Well last week I had one of my last sessions with my therapist who is a intern. We said short goodbyes beacuse thought I would be back working with her and new intern.We have been trying to get me in with a full time therapist who is trained in...
- Yesterday was my last day with my therapist. It was so hard I have been up all night crying. All I want to do is cry. My many pill bottles sit next to me I keep looking at them I want to take them all. Trying so hard not to. I feel so alone. My...
- I am so nervous tomorrow is my last day with my current therapist. Just as I am really ready to tell my story. I am on a waiting list for a new therapist who does not work as apart of the hospital. Until then I am stuck with another intern, third...
- While on vacation I came across this wonderful book. From page one it felt like I had wrote it. It is called My Beautiful Broken Shell, by Carol Hamblet Adams. That is how a feel like a broken shell. It is my new favorite book. Check it out, it gave...
- I was in shock when my therapist told me yesterday we have only one visit left. She had told me she was seeing patients til end of July. I am going on vacation next week then she is on vacation for a week. (not upset about vacations) So when I come...
- I have a really hard time in group events, espically younger woman with the kids and husand. My deliamia(sic) is today is my niece and nephew's 10th neighborhood party. This is not when i give them their presents we will go for ice cream one...
- I have been stuck in a bad depression, this morning woke up feeling a little better. Then I got on facebook. My cousin posted that is was 15 years since our Nana had died. For her it is a deep lose. For me it's a loss and a trigger. My cousin is...
- As some of may remember I had a friend wo was coming to visit. Until I had to tell her I could not sleep in the room with her 13 yesr old son. He was not part of the plan. I knew I would not be able to handle with out having an attack or a...
- As some of you know I tried to kill myself two weeks ago.i actually took the pills then saw my therapist later the same day I did not tell her. I week later I told her. She took it very seriously and when went over all the questions that have to ask...
- I am so depressed. Wish I was dead. I have no friends and family who act like its so easy to just feel better. If it was that easy I would be better. I taking my sessions with my therapist as something private. My Mom always want to know what we...
- Great so both my regular Dr. and my therapist want me on a new med. Since I am severly depressed and attempted suicide BUT they say no take paxil. Really I took paxil 7 years ago when all this started I am up to Prozac Trazadone and Fluoxetine. What...
- What a bad day had to meet with my therpist again after my suicide attempt last week. Third visit since then. Now I feel like this is all we are going to talk about. A good friend was supposed to come visit me for a week starting tomorrow. Well she...
- I know this seems like a strange question but it is one i would like to ask. If you posted something and I reply with spelling errors and grammer mistakes, would you take my post any less serious? Writing is something hard for me my abuse start...
- I am wondering if anyone else has a problem with memory of other things that happened during your abuse. For example my abuse started while I was in third grade, math grammer. I have found i have a very hard time with this things, ever since I told...