nevermind. 
he has to stay at the first college. he already paid for room and board for the whole semester and they wont refund his money. so he is going to be about 1 1/2 - 2 hrs away from me. im bummed. but ive calmed down now. its gonna suck but we have been thru worse. he got new classes then he had so he has to go there today to exchange some books so hopefully i will get to see him tonite. i hope. today will be our last day together if i get to see him. i didnt see this comming. im just super bummed. he is really upset too b/c when he went there he really didnt like the rooms and campus and stuff. he says he will go there for this first semester then transfer back home in the fall and go there with me. i hope it works out that way. i dont want to seem selfish but i was getting tired of the long distance thing and then i had him back and now its going to be long distance (some what) again. yes i will get to see him most every weekend but its still hard on me. i mean i just got him back and now hes gone again. i hate to complain b/c i know alot of you dont have ur guys at all and dont really want to hear me complain but im still bummed b/c my hopes were so high and now its like someone pulled a rug out from under me. (sighs) oh well. life can be strange sometimes.
he has to stay at the first college. he already paid for room and board for the whole semester and they wont refund his money. so he is going to be about 1 1/2 - 2 hrs away from me. im bummed. but ive calmed down now. its gonna suck but we have been thru worse. he got new classes then he had so he has to go there today to exchange some books so hopefully i will get to see him tonite. i hope. today will be our last day together if i get to see him. i didnt see this comming. im just super bummed. he is really upset too b/c when he went there he really didnt like the rooms and campus and stuff. he says he will go there for this first semester then transfer back home in the fall and go there with me. i hope it works out that way. i dont want to seem selfish but i was getting tired of the long distance thing and then i had him back and now its going to be long distance (some what) again. yes i will get to see him most every weekend but its still hard on me. i mean i just got him back and now hes gone again. i hate to complain b/c i know alot of you dont have ur guys at all and dont really want to hear me complain but im still bummed b/c my hopes were so high and now its like someone pulled a rug out from under me. (sighs) oh well. life can be strange sometimes.
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:-( I hope he does transfer so you can be closer to him. It\'ll be really great for you guys to be able to go to college together. Just think though, it\'ll only be 2 hours or so for just a little while, and I bet you can make some fun visits to see him.
Don\'t feel like you have to apologize for how you feel :) I would be bummed to if I was you! Long distance is rough as you know....but you two are strong and your weekends together will be that much more special because you both have had all week to miss eachother! Hang in there!
Just hang in there....things will get better!
I think everything will be just fine!! This is going to be great for the both of you. And it\'s only like 5 months!! And the trips back and forth are going to be soooo much fun!! Me and Dino lived 2 1/2 hours apart for almost 4 months before we decided to move in together and I liked visiting more than living with him!! lol!!