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- Have just been reading about a different catagory relating to eating disorders. Fits me to a tea.Bigarexia. Crazy eh!.I have wanted to be a big Muscular guy since I was a teenager. I was bigger then that i am now too. Arnald was my hero. I am tall...
- I am askng the universe this question right now. I have been feeling anxious and fearful for the past few weeks. It feels like I have no one to turn too. I am all alone is this world. Sure I have friends and some family, but there is not that...
- I actually have an appatite.This is so cool.Knock on wood.I have been taking some supplements for the past few months. The fact is I really won't know for sure if they are truly working until next year at least. I have have long periods of remmision...
- I've been drinking like a fish for the past month or so. Getting tired of it, but as long as I drink to oblivion I don't crave junk food. It is awsome to have this bulemia of mine put into remmision, buit at what cost? When I go back to work I wont...
- Ive got to get this out because my secrets keep me sick. this is going to be difficult. I do know I have to bring my shame to the light. Ive been harboring a dirtly little secret for a good 10 no 15 years now. Fuckkkkkkkk.'Ok so here it goes....Do I...
- My name is Mike and I have an eating disorder.I binge/purge cyclicallyIt looks like I may be going back to work soon and that means I'll be in camp away from my friends and family for two week stretches. Feeling lonely is of course a big trigger for...
- I posted yesterday that I am the "new guy". Cunning, baffling and powerful. All addictive like behaviours are that it semms eh! I have been to many coda meetings in the past, but it has not sunk in until now that this could be my major issue....
- So why doesn't spell check work on the site?Anyhow... Am I codependant? Probably. I have many issues. I hava an eating dissorder. Cocaine is my drug of choice when the eating disorder and sex addiction get out of control, and I have been single for...
- Triggers.... I haven't done any blow for almost 2 months now. Not a huge deal because I am a binge user and this is my pattern. For the past 10 years I have done a 2 – 3-month binge cycle. Every time, of course, the recovery (both physical and...
- Not sure what my issue with sex and porn are? Now that I'm over 50, my porn and masturbation has slowed down considerably. That is still all I have though. It seems to me that I will never be able to have a fulfilling relationship with a woman. I...
- I used to go to sex addicts anonymous meetings years ago. I guess I wasn't thorough enough! I’m a little freaked out and anxious right now because I’ve been yearning for sex again. When I go there it generally means that I feel like I am not...
- Hey Yall. (for starters my spell check doesen't seem to work on this site. is it just me?)not sure if I've posted on this group before as my anxiety levels have been pretty low for the past month. Woke up wirth those damn fearful feels this...
- last night I had a few glasses of wine with my roommate. I tried to explain to her that I have an eating disorder and it is the binging and purging that precedes my use of smoking crack. I tried to explain to her that I'm not actually into doing...
- I guess that I am breakng my cherry with this post. As of yet, on line groups have not intersted me( who am I kiding, they have scared and intimidated me). Here goes nothing...There seems to be little point in sharing with those who can't relate,...