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- Do any of you find after you spend time with your ex you come away feeling really awful? Today was my daughter's last skating lesson and I wanted to attend. I usually avoid these dealings now since I cannot stand to be around him for very long....
- All too often we wallow in negativity over our addiction. At least I know I do. Sometimes I sit and think about how much money I fed the slot machines and what I could have, should have done with it instead. When I get caught up in that my addiction...
- I am not sure what your relationships are like with your ex partners but man oh man is mine ever growing volatile! As you guys are aware I went through a time of serious struggling with reconcilliation. Up until Valentines Day when I finally came to...
- I was just reflecting a little on my addiction and how truly insane it really is. I have been gamble free now for over three weeks and yet my cravings continue to rage. I had a grace period of about four days then they returned. Things in my head...
- I thought it would be a good idea if we got to know eachother a little better. I will go first and if you feel so inclined please share.My name is Lorraine I have been free of my addiction now for 2 weeks and two days! Yay!! I live in a little town...
- I find it tough when my six year old tells me she doesn;t want us to live apart anymore and she wants Daddy to come home. That is tough. I suspect my ex has a drinking problem which is working it's way to being out of control. I am sitting back and...
- Yesterday I took my dog to the groomers which was one street past the Casino that I frequented when in my addiction. I had to drop her off and then pick her up two hours later. That would have suited me just fine had it been two weeks ago. I have to...
- I have been separated from my ex now for ten months. It just occurred to me a couple of days ago that he is passive aggressive. He would be very nice to me after our break up, we would spend time together and he would wine and dine me. I would start...
- I called today to make a grooming appointment for my multipoo. I spoke with a very nice lady on the phone and after inquiring as to what they do exactly and how much I made the appointment. When she was giving me the directions I could feel my heart...
- Today is day six of being free from gambling. Every single day.....numerous times per day I would crave the casino. I would hear a noise and instantly I would recall the sounds of the bells at the casino. Sometimes sounds would remind me of one (of...
- This was the best tool that I have been given in staying away from gambling and the casinos. Whenever I want to gamble....and believe me....that is A LOT.....I tell myself that casino = poverty, shame, guilt, disgust or whatever else i happen to...
- Today is the second day I have been free of gambling. It is strange, I went for a drive with a friend today. We were driving up the same road toward the Casino and I could actually feel the adrenaline rush starting. Just having the awareness is good...
- Hi, Two years ago I started to go to the casino's once a month for fun. I spent forty dollars each visit. Then it became a once a week occassion and the limit raised to a hundred dollars. Then a hundred and twenty. Today I go to the casino several...
- As an ACOC I have inhereted some defects of character. For example, I don't trust people easily. I beat myself up and do not allow myself the luxury of making mistakes with any type of grace. In my morning devotion I came to the understanding that...
- I ended my second marriage ten months ago. I did it two months after my mother passed away. I was resentful and angry that he didn't treat my parents well. My Dad passed away two years ago. I was very close to both of my parents. My ex and I had a...