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I have been doing terrible with eating but good with my exercising. I have been eating way too much. I haven't been eating bad..just too much fruit, chicken, burgers. I just feel like a stuffed...

I would like to say that I am sorry to all those who read my journals. I know I haven't been here much to talk to you all like I use to. It is not because I don't want to anymore or lost interest. I...

Yesterday was an exhausting day especially because I was in so much pain still. I made it through the gynocologist...he took biopsies of the lining of my uterous to make sure there is no cancerous...

Dropped the swimming classes that I signed up for and paid $35 for at our local school because they were not suitable for me. Yesterday I found out that starting this Tuesday the 19th, they will be...

Had second swim class tonight. I can't go back..I can't! Tuesday I got 2 abrasions and 2 brush burns from getting out of the deep end of the pool. Tonight I re-injured the scrap I had on my left...

Today is the 2nd day for me to go to my swim class. I want to go and have fun but it is a big anxiety producer for me especially after trying to get out of the pool last time and not being able to do...

To all those who have been looking for me...I am back. My computer was down for a few days. It was driving me crazy that I couldn't talk to anyone. I really missed everybody. My sister says she wants...

Well, I have 4 1/2 weeks until my next weigh-in. I would like to try to lose 10 lbs. I would like to be in the 350's. I believe I can do this, so I will start tomorrow. Thanks to all who support me....

I'm so happy! I didn't gain weight according to their scale at the nut office. Yeah!!!!! I had + 2lbs on my scale. So I have lost 19lbs and holding. I have two more lbs to reach my goal of 21lbs for...

I am worried today. I have to see my nuit at 3:00 today to get weighed in. I lost most of the weight that I gain from my binge (7 lbs). But I am still up 2 lbs. I worry about what she is going to...

It has been awhile since I wrote last...I don't even remember when it was. I wasn't on because of my depreesion and then I ate things that I shouldn't have like french fries and cookies and too much...

I happier today. More ready to face the day. Lack of groceries until tomorrow seems less frightening. Made it through yesterday ok so ought to be ok today.Also not so scared about having bypass....

Had some oatmeal this morning and feel full. I feel better this morning that I did last night. Not quite as scared but it is still early.LOL I keep telling myself it is 2 days only and I can make...

It is a horrible week that is why I haven't posted in a couple days. It is a bad month financially and therefore this week we are out of money and only have oatmeal and cream of wheat to eat for the...

I've managed to do it with God's help to get back to where I was last week. Yeah!!!!!! So I am 369 and have 2 lbs to lose to reach the doctors goal for me before surgery.Once I finish losing the 2...