Frustrated and a little scared!
It is a horrible week that is why I haven't posted in a couple days. It is a bad month financially and therefore this week we are out of money and only have oatmeal and cream of wheat to eat for the next 2 days. I also have some choclate protein powder here, (thank God). It never got this bad before. Now I know how I am going to feel after surgery...hungry and have no food. I'm not sure if I can do it. Yes I am having cold feet. I think knowing that it is there but you can't have it may be easier than not having anything in the house like now. I know I am not starving but it is close at this point. I ate normal today and that is it. We are out of milk and eggs and bread and cereal. All the things I fall back on when we are low on groceries. June will be better. Just for the next 2 days it sucks! Maybe I'll finally get the last 2 lbs off...I hit a stall big time. I'm at least drinking lots of water.
Please pray for me. I know they will get better as of Friday. I will be fine for my surgery...just a little freaked out right now.
Please pray for me. I know they will get better as of Friday. I will be fine for my surgery...just a little freaked out right now.
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