solofighter

kind of having a blah day today i guess. woke up after 9:30, tired still. fed the bunny and cats, well the two that are mine and my boyfriends, the other two cats are my sisters, and there bowls are...

so much in life that happens, so much you cannot control, why? so much in life thats around us that isnt what we want to see. society plays us. it really does. how do we cope with our own...

We must always remember those in our lives who have reached out to help us when we have fallen. We must always remember those who had taken care of us. We must always remember those who have reached...

togetheraugust 7 2012well face our struggles togetherwell embrace our love for one anotherwe can help heal eachothers heartswe can help take turns filling in the darkill always be here for youas for...

everyone seesAugust 7 2012everyone sees the rainbow that comes afterno one sees the tears that formed the showereveryone sees the sun that sometimes shinesno one saw the storm that raged and...

this small childJuly 31 2012when i first met him he was tinyjust the littlest angel i knewhis skin was soft and shinyhis head of hair was so fewas day by day passed on byi saw him a little more and...

fears tonightJuly 31 2012alone tonight in this houselaying on this couch tonightfeels like im under spellsfeels like my lifes out of sightwishing abandment fears stayed awaybut there right here...

temporary goodbyesJuly 29 2012 good byes hurtthey make me sadeven if there not for everthey still hurt badonly gone for a short timeand im off the wallfeel like ive lost a dimeone that need to...

RiseJuly 13, 2012Smile when things are toughSmile when you’ve had enoughKeep going each dayEven though you don’t think theres a wayFor there always is, things will healFor there always is, so I...

a choice i chose to takejuly 9 2012 im achingbreakingtornand hurt im dyingcryingneedsupport its all my faulti chose to goa choicei chose to make but what was isupposed to do?please god,please...

just random poem soaringJuly 6 2012let me go for i am fallinglet me go, no longer stallingjust watch me soar so far awaylet me soar, dont make me stay.theres places that i need to betheres places,...

triggersmay 26 2012triggers come and triggers gobut now and again i knownot to touch, not to actits a task ive taken backdont fight the good just keep goingdont lose yourself, try to keep showingthe...

wrote yesterday, while at hospital. my stay there is going okay... for now.. im still dealing with shit but things are starting to improve i hope? haha. heres a poem  more bendsmay 25 2012staring...

How will I?May 21 2012Don’t know what to doDon’t know who to talk toScared of the liesScared, I just deny The truth is buried deep downDown deep beyond the groundWhat the hell do I doHow do I,...

to the bridge i goMay 19 2012 to the bridge i goi take a leapto the bridge i godown deep deep deepi see the endbut is it therei see the endi see it where