solofighter

Those on my friends list whove been here for a few years know some about me but there has been so much in life thats happened and changed, some better some worse, but it is quite the journey.I am...

loney. sad. i feel alonelike one of those robot droneswhere they walk around in a zombie statewith not one emotional facebut i hurt deep insidethis fact is one i try to hidecause expressing this, is...

I just want to give a general update mostly because i feel like writing something today. My baby girl will be 3 months old in 6 days and i am so proud of how well she is doing and so thankful she is...

my biological father... who left my family when i was 2 years old. was a drunk. he never tried to contact us, never called, emailed, wrote. not a single thing. i grew up wishing i knew my father and...

CharadeMarch 6, 2014I smile to hide the pain inside,the pain deep down that i deny,afraid that it may come to life,where it will take away a slice,a slice of me, that i need,that i try to so hard to...

3 days over due and baby girl has yet to make her appearance. seems she has no interest in joining the world yet. she has until friday/saturday because if she doesnt come on her own then friday night...

I havent been online in a while, its been very busy for me here. working 4 days a week with a family of 5 children and being there from 7:30am until 5:15pm daily. I have kept myself very busy. I was...

Ive known for a while haha of course, but i haven't had a lot of chance to get on here and let my friends here know. things have been busy. but we get to find out the gender august 19th if the baby...

 i am doing SOOOO great! theres so much amazing things going on in my life that the negative things are pretty much pushed down completly. im doing so well. no meds since july 2012. no more hospital...

Dream ProjectsMarch 22, 2013 She screams, they echo off the wallsthe lullaby plays, to soothe, to comfort,as she doses off, the screams they slowthey slow till they stop, and then just music...

have you ever noticed that things that once were, are no longer? that the things once cared for most, no longer seem to mattter? but totally the opposite when speaking about people? have you ever...

its been soooo long since ive been on DS, its been so long since ive talked to my friends on here, or written a journal on here. its been so long since ive even picked up a pen and wrote down how ive...

wings upon our backsoctober 15 2012one must never give up, even when things get toughone must always try, and never say they've had enoughone must always show support and love to her friends,one must...

life takes you in all directions October 15, 2012 life takes you in all directions places you seek, and places you dare not go life takes you in all directions, places you want, and places you want...

life takes you in all directions October 15, 2012 life takes you in all directions places you seek, and places you dare not go life takes you in all directions, places you want, and places you want...