more bends-poem

wrote yesterday, while at hospital. my stay there is going okay... for now.. im still dealing with shit but things are starting to improve i hope? haha. heres a poem
 
 
more bends
may 25 2012
staring out the window into the black sky
its dark out and im here and i know why
ive made a mistake a choice i chose to take
the life i still have, the i feel is fake
i want to be free from all sorts of pain
im sick and tired, dont want to play this game
not anymore i just want it to end
but i know that before that ends, there are more bends