no baby yet..3 days over.. down about it

3 days over due and baby girl has yet to make her appearance. seems she has no interest in joining the world yet. she has until friday/saturday because if she doesnt come on her own then friday night i am having something to make my cervix open and then saturday being induced. and as much as i dont want to be induced, i need her to get out of me. a week over due is plently long enough for me.
Yesterday before i had my doctor appointment where we discussed and put these plans into place if she doesnt come on her own, i was fighting back tears because i am so uncomfortable, and so frustrated and just dying to hold my little girl. her being over due had put me into a downer, which i hadnt felt much downs since becoming pregnant. the down made me feel defeated, and guilty, and bad.. i felt terrible. i dont want the last couple days of my pregnancy to be remembered as i was down and upset all because little girl was over due.. it was a terrible feeling. it settled and i dont feel so bad today since talking to my doctor and having an induction plan in place. it makes me feel better knowing there is a final day she can camp out in there. im thankful she will be out soon and ill be holding her in no longer then a week.
just had to share my feelings on how i was feeling before i got a plan in place. because i have been doing really well since being pregnant and dont want to fall down to where i was once before. im thankful for everything in my life. and im thankful im able to share it with those i love.