totally amazing!

 
i am doing SOOOO great! theres so much amazing things going on in my life that the negative things are pretty much pushed down completly. im doing so well. no meds since july 2012. no more hospital since the first time i admitted myself. no recent huge melt downs. im actually doing really well. which is because of my most amazing boyfriend in the world. he truely is great!
march i fell down some stairs, well more like slid down the top three and caught myself in the middle, i had just started babysitting, and her parents were still there. i had the 19 month old in my arms. no one got hurt. well aside from me. the daddy came and grabbed the baby incase my shoulder popped out of my socket (it didnt thank god) cause i was holding the rail in an awkward position. the mom had my arm just in case. i didnt break anything. not a single bone. the baby was fine, not one boo boo, she didnt even cry. she was just enjoying a ride on my lap more or less. so i didnt break anything, or so the x ray said when i went to the ER that night. i babysat the rest of that day, regardless of not being able to stand on my foot at all. actually i babysat the rest of that week. the ER doctor said that i would be fine to walk on my foot as soon as i could put pressure.
see the thing is, when i fell, my foot was under me. and so when i went down, my foot took all my weight. the doc didnt say much other then to ice it, and rest it, and keep it in a tensor bandaid. so i did. and babysat the rest of that week, hoppinh/crutching around.
i went to see MY doc in early april. where he didnt re x-ray me but said it looked to be a grade 2 sprain (so partail tear of a ligament.) and he told me to stay off it for pretty much a month. and not to walk on the side of it like i was. so i was off work both baby sitting and subway from beginning of april till like the last week of april. by the last week of april i was still not walking properly, but i decided i was so tired of not working that i started bak up babysitting. thoguh i couldnt go back to subway yet as couldnt wallk on it prioperly, would be to slow and not able to do a full shift.

im more or less walking on it properly. most times. babysitting 3-4 days  a week instead if 5, and not back at subway yet as of this moment as still cant stand on for two long.

but the GREAT news is yet to come....
ive been trying to apply online to the college to finish my ECE course (well pretty much have to retake it) and i was approved by OSAP. schooling online started on may 13th. so thats exciting. im just waiting for OSAP so i can get my books and stuff to do the assigned work. problem is osap wont be in till end of month likely but im kind of handing that fine since other good news.

my boyfriend and i just got a 2 bedroom place beginning of may, so we have more space. and thats what we need, mostly because our one bedroom was TINY. like the size of a livingroom MAYBE was our whole apartment (kitchen, bathroom, bedroom and livingroom)

so much good news, theres more but im not ready to share the latest good news as of yet. since i want to wait a few more weeks. i may spill and tell shortly, but im trying to wait a little while, at lease for a few more weeks. but well see :)

Anyways sorry its so long, hope everyone else is doing good????