thekayjay

Wow. It's been three years since my last entry. Well life is so different now. I was on a path to healing so nicely and took a turn for the worst. I am still smoking no longer drinking but managed In...

ive actually only been 1 day smoke free.

im going slowly b ut surely. I had the flu the past three days so ive been a little out of sorts but ive managed not to drink or smoke. i havent made it to the gym but im back on that rotatrion...

Well tommmorow is a brand new day in which im going to accomplish quite a few thinga. Im quitting smoking and drinking for good. Im starting a quite strict fitness regimen and am going to strive to...

well im feeling weak at the moment i gave in and answered but still was strong in my breaking up. He said his usual im sorry blah blah but i didnt take it. Then he said he understand why im leaving...

Well as i called is last night my boyfriend called me drunk and started spouiting off about how much he loves me but he didnt mean to hit on other girls that night and other random shit so this...

Well as i called it my boyfriend is out getting drunk tonite. Hes been loving so far but im just waiting for the call to be half loving then turn into emotional disaster. Tonite Im going to be strong...

Well that unconfident worried feeling is back same with the sleeping 20 hrs a day. I dont know why but my anxiety level has risen dramatically the past 5 days. Well it could be my boyfriend tried to...

Well this is my first journal entry in over as year. Alot has been going on in my life and a lot of chnges have been happening. Im suffering in a codependent relationship with a guy who is amazing...