going slowly

im going slowly b ut surely. I had the flu the past three days so ive been a little out of sorts but ive managed not to drink or smoke. i havent made it to the gym but im back on that rotatrion tommorow. im trying to put myself first its hard with the family im currently surrounded by but i will slowly perservere. ive started my antidepressants but they unfortuinately take some time to kick in. so hopefully theyll take the anxiety edge off of things. i have this evening of rest left then here i go full hea donto the week.. I look forward to it i feel like today was a better day. but im sure theyll be obstacles coming around the bend for my lifes rarely easy but im going to try and live with a lighter heart.