Feeling unconfident and worried.

Well that unconfident worried feeling is back same with the sleeping 20 hrs a day. I dont know why but my anxiety level has risen dramatically the past 5 days. Well it could be my boyfriend tried to leave me but i have a gut feeling somethign else is wrong or something has happened such as cheating or something along those lines ive never had that feeling of insecurity once i nthis relationship ut lately ive felt it like when i was with my past boyfriend who cheated quite frequently. He denies doing and it and states he would tell me but the fact of the matter is who is going to tell anyone that if they want to stay in the relationship and continue on. He probably feels guilty for doing it so that is why hes still sticking with me. Ugh I need to get to the gym or something today because im feeling useless but all my energy is drained. I really would love some friends around here. Moving to a new place and not having all my emotional supports around here is hard. I miss my best friends and my dad and stepmum. I miss my boyfriends family too their just all so loving towards me. I kknow the next few weeks are going to be the hardest because im ridding myself of so much toxicity. I just can only hope that this will be the worst and it doesnt go any farther down from here. I think im pretty much reached the botton of the barrell tho so itll only be an uphill climb from here each day with maybe a spark of something to look forward to in the future. I have a feeling too that either tonite or tomm night my boyfriend will be getting drunk and attemtping to call me intoxicated to attempt to be nice but end up at the end abusing me emotionally so ill try and ignore him but its tough being a codependent and all. Well heres to the official day one of quitting everything in my life. ayiyi good luck me.