theblackrose

"Fold your arms for the prayer....":Maybe I don't want to, and maybe you don't control every aspect of my life! You have your religion and I have mine! Stop forcing me to be like you because...

Well, one of my alters named Ray had sex with some guy and got us pregnant. We are currently 5 weeks pregnant.... 1 1/2 months..... 7 1/2 to go. I am scared to death, almost paralysed. I don't know...

My names Kevin. I'm 9 years old and theblackrose is my mom. I died before I got the chance to be born. Some of my aunts and uncles ( theblackrose's brothers and sisters) also died. Miscarriage is a...

Name- Years old- Short description.1.) Ella- 16- Protector2.) Brookie-6- Loves pink, carefree3.) Kevin- 8- cautious, my son4.) LeVorg- 40- Vain, selfish5.) Naomi- 18- Ellas girlfriend6.) Rose- 12-...

When I was 8-9 years old my mom worked and my dad got a job so then he couldn't hurt me anymore. Both my parents ignored me and sent me to live with this olderlady after school. She ignored me and my...

To my eldest sister,Stop touching me! I hate it when people touch me, especially you right now. You need to shutup and stop crushing my dreams. You act like you know everything. You don't! You don't...

I had another nightmare last night. A new one. I was at school with some friends and suddenly my cousin appears. Suddenly everyone starts punching me and kicking me I got away and I ended up at my...

God if I had a dime for everytime I heard that phrase. " I'm going to kill you." You want to know my reply to that. Stop talking and do it. Kill me. Please. That's what I want you to do. Just kill me...

Today I was at the movies with family and I saw someone.... I don't think it was him, at least I hope it wasn't but it looked like my cousin... He had the glasses, the spiky hair.... I felt fear rush...

Even after attempting suicide 8 times throughout the last 4 years, I still get angry. I get so mad when I OD or slit my wrists or whatever and I wake up or I just get very sick and I can feel death...

I know I post alot on here... But I just got to let this out, it's eating at me.... I keep having flash backs about my disfunctional family. My uncle, my cousin, my dad, my mom, my sisters.......

Hi, website thingy... This is Ella. My other part said that this site has been helping her get over shit, and I'm glad... Anyways. So I've spent most my life watching Bailey ( my other part) go...

The world won't except us. They don't understand so they lock us up in hospitals to fix us, to make us how they want. They say there's something wrong with us. It's ok to have an active imagination...

Each day I face agonising pain and visions of my rape, especially around February and June ... I have dreams about it and I have dreams about the son I lost. It's terrible. Each day I think. Maybe if...

The time is near. I must decided. Whether it's good to live. Or better to die...I'm tired. Exhausted in every way.tired of breathing. Breathing tells me I'm alive, it's agonizing. I want to stop...