To my eldest sister,
Stop touching me! I hate it when people touch me, especially you right now. You need to shutup and stop crushing my dreams. You act like you know everything. You don't! You don't know anything about me or what I'm going through. I'm sick of your voice and I'm sick of you. Leave. Me. Alone.

To my other sister,
Stop threatening me! I have enough to worry about rather than listen to your threatening. Stop whining and expecting everyone to do stuff for you. You don't care, you couldn't care less. You would be happier if I was dead, you said it yourself. I hate you.

To my father,
You really don't get it do you? Of course you don't. This is all a stupid game to you. Your to stupid to see what you've done. You say it's just all my fault. You say I started this and if I wouldn't have been such a failure then things would be better. Bullshit! You lie. You lie about everything and you will get what's coming to you. You will pay dearly.

To my brother,
You sat there and watched. You saw what father did to us. You got out and left me behind. Why didn't you save me? You where so scared and you sacrificed so much living with that whore. You need to save your children. I need my nephews, you need your sons. Please save them, don't make the same mistake twice. Save them and get the hell out!

To my mother,
You knew. Everything you knew and you brushed it away like nothing. You are a cold hearted bitch. You show know emotion, did father beat it out of you too? Or your own father? Why do you do this? You sit there and let me die. You let that man beat me and you let my cousin rape me. You tried so hard to keep our family perfect but crazy Bailey has to come and ruin it all for you. I don't regret spilling the beans to CPS. I dont regret a thing.

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Were you the scapegoat in your family or the youngest? This is good venting, i call it: emotional vomit. lol
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Oh honey. God, i wish i could do something to help. I really mean that.