The 25 stupids.

When I was 8-9 years old my mom worked and my dad got a job so then he couldn't hurt me anymore. Both my parents ignored me and sent me to live with this olderlady after school. She ignored me and my sister. The lady had a grand daughter younger then me and she used to play with my sister. But the grand daughter used to play with me to, in a different way.... She would hold me on the bed or tie me up and then she would beat me, pull my hair, kick me and touch me for at least 3 hours a day. She did this at least 25 times but it went on for almost 2 years. I had no voice because my cousin had recently stolen it. I don't know how the girl over powered me. I think I froze that I just zoned out, that I wasn't good enough for anything else so why not let her do it.... Last night I remembered this and along came out what they call themselves the 25 stupids. Each of them hold the memory of each attack and claim that they were driven completely mad from it. They blame me for forcing them to take the torture instead of myself. I am grateful to them but even I feel the effects of this nightmare. She lives only 2 minutes away from me and I see her often. She still threatens me to this day...